Yesterday, I struggled with a technique I did last year, and when I woke up this morning, I thought, "Go read what you wrote about this last time!"
But I didn't write! So...
The things unique and worthy about this piece are the little flower components, and the bas relief branchy construction that supports them. They are both inventions specifically for this work, and the most interesting art of it. Ha! "Art" instead of "part" was a typo, but it has real meaning. For me the most exciting and interesting part of bead art is mastering the part I do not know how to do!
The piece was meant to be a representation of a little plum tree my son picked out for our yard as a young child. That tree went through a lot, and even had to be moved from it's original planting spot to protect it from hungry deer, who love fruit trees. But every year, despite cold and hardship, it bursts into bloom and I want to remember it forever, particularly for the perserverence it embodies.
When I started the work, there were no flowering trees in bloom, so my BFF Google provided some images for me to consider. And below those images are some of my flower bit efforts.
I liked things about each of these images, but my favorites were the lower right and lower left. In the lower right, I loved how the color in the buds was deep and dark, and as the flower opened, it paled and softened. I decided to try to create a blossom that would collapse into a bud, and work it in a range of colors that would replicate that color change. I think I bought every pink seed bead available in the Twin Cities to try to meet that end. Color is always a struggle, since you can't just mix it like a painter. You can influence the color of any bead with the thread you use, and the ground you put it on, but it has to be close to begin with.
Here's my collapsible flower component, in several different stages of opening and color selections, all exactly the same stitches, just a different finish, to either hold it together or allow it to relax open.
I have already written about the flower in my post "A Little Flower for You" and you may make the component for yourself if you like. It is free to you, and my only request is that if you use it, you show me what you have done. I do not explain how I collapse and control it there, but the images above would help you, if you wanted to do that. I used the tightest and darkest of buds as a clasp!
In the image above of my inspiration collection, the lower left side photo was how I wanted the branching to look.
I loved that the flowers appeared before any leaves, and that some branch was visible. This project had a two month work time (for Battle of the Beadsmith) so the density of flowers in the lower right image was out of the question. But I was interested in the branching idea, and I wanted it to have the quality of bas relief, partly for the challenge of it, and partly because I though it would be more comfortable to wear with a flat back.
So here is how that process went. First I drew the branching I wanted. I had to create the branches in two pieces, since the largest piece of Nicole's Bead Backing is 9x12, and the whole image did not fit on one piece. I made one branch for each side of the work...
...colored each side separately and cut each out to make my pattern, and then traced it onto the NBB...
...then I stitched inside the line, to stabilize the edges and cut out each piece, marking the overlapping points carefully, so I could align and stitch them together, and carefully cut each piece, and...
...then, I couched satin cord onto the assembled backing, to provide dimension, and began covering it with seed beads...
...the right side is beaded, and the left side still shows the cord couched on. I had to consider how the overlaps would appear, as though branches were actually crossed and some would be in front and some behind. I also had to curve the work as I added the cord, to make sure it would flex easily over the shoulder area and that no points would stick up away from the skin. I used lighter and darker beads to help with the three dimensional illusion. It is hard to see in a flat photo, but here is a side view. I know the flowers are overexposed, but I wanted to show you the dimension of the branch.
This is an easier to read view, but the dimension is not as readily apparent.
So, remember, I thought I would NOT have leaves?? Well, As soon as I finished the branching, I thought I might be in trouble. The thing had a "creepiness." Now I let that be OK in my mind. I told myself that it was a good representation of winter's bare earthiness and, that once I got the flowers on, I told myself it would be both the naked spareness of Winter and the abundance of Spring. Right.
But at some point, the truth was pretty clear to me. Maybe around the time real fruit trees began to bloom and I got to see them in person for myself. I think I got the branch color wrong. Because they appear in the shadow in photos, those branches look pretty dark. But when you look at the actual color, it's a pale silvery grey/taupe. And that works pretty well (nature is so smart!) with the pale pinks. But the browns I chose were not a good ground for my little flowers. The components were at war with each other. And there was not much to be done at that point, as I already had my backing on, and there was just no time to rip and redo, or start completely over. That backing was a real challenge!!! See how the work curls toward the body? I am super proud of that!
So I added some leaves, after the fact, hoping to mitigate the severe contrast, And they helped, but not really enough. Sadly, "close enough" really isn't.
And because I never wrote this post... I just about made that SAME MISTAKE AGAIN. Or at least, that is my story, and where I choose to place the blame, and I am sticking to it!!
I am using this same bas relief technique in my Bead Dreams piece for this year, and I had a shocking combination of poor choices going yesterday. And I nearly went ahead, because time is running out. But I simply refuse to trash any piece ever again for a deadline. SO...
I have ordered, beads, reconfigured my vines, and changed the color of my ground. And with any luck, the snow on the East Coast (those POOR people!) will not delay the right beads too long, and my new ground color will be an exactly what my other components need to set them off perfectly.
Bead Dreams? I hope I can still do it. But my friend Mel ran out of time to accomplish her goals last year, and if it comes to that, I will learn from her choice, and wait until there is time to do the thing justice, rather than compromise my results.
It's not awful. I like it. But I could have loved it. Never again. I will stay calm like the athletes I admire, in the face of pressure, and make the right choices, instead of feeling the pressure and making ones that will get the deadline met.